Monday, May 24, 2010

Life Feels Crazy

Two weeks ago, my baby tomato plants froze to death. Now its in the 90's. I must live in Wisconsin.

I'm having messed up dreams. Last night I pulled a blue parasitic worm from my palm and DH thought he was herding cats, but it was a skunk instead. Please let this not be an omen about DH's interview! (Unless its a good omen. :) )

Apparently, I'm not cool anymore, and I'm not referring to this heat. I'll get through these teen years right? I should just give him some space and trust.

Walking is going well. I'm still hoping to motivate my family to join me. I must be patient.

It feels like I've been busy, but what do I have to show for it? I have nothing to present.

I need to so some personal planning. I think this is why I feel lost.

Am I enabling or am I being supportive?

Finding myself longing for things I shouldn't reach for just yet. Is it wishful thinking or unwise dreaming?

I must continue to have hope and remember, if I do what I can, the Lord will take care of the rest.



5 comments:

Terri D'Orsaneo said...

Just keep repeating that last line!! Hugs.

Debbi :) said...

Yes, the Lord does give us the tools to get what we need. ;o) He's awesome like that!

CArrie Benson said...

Welcome to the 10 years of your life when you won't be cool to your sons. My experience with teen boys..................tells me that the people they interact with and / or befriend in THEIR PEER group are the MOST important thing in their life . ( As it should be - the goal is for them to become independent adults - able to live without you . ) Time to let them out into the world so they can find those peers that will become important people to them ???

Cindy W said...

Teen Boys, going through it also but add in some Asperger's and it can make for some interesting days.

I think your dreams are telling you, you need to find a bit of time for some creative interests.

Dawning Petersen said...

I wholeheartedly agree!