Happy New Year!

We're road tripping today. First up we'll head to K-Town to visit with Great Grandma. Then we'll head south to party Domo style at my big bro's home. We don't plan on staying late enough to countdown the new year, but we'll see.

Hopefully the weather cooperates. We have a 30% chance of snow today and temperatures will plummet bringing negative wind chills. The crazy thing is next weekend they are forecasting upper 40's. That's Wisconsin for ya!

Domo

A special Valentine's gift.

The adventures of Domo.

Saturday's Date Night!

Last night I saw a non-kid movie in a real movie theatre!! It wasn't any old movie theatre either. We went to Sundance Cinemas in Madison. We're talking reserved seating, real movie ushers that introduce the film, coffee cafe and restaurant!

To take full advantage of the fact we were childless, we decided to see Sweeney Todd. It was the rated R version, but I still enjoyed it. I can't wait to check out a director's cut sometime in the future.

I must be gore de-sensitized after all these years with DH.(That's another subject for another blog.) I really didn't think it was that gory. The blood is so obviously stage blood red for the look of the film. The latte lady next to me watched a good deal of the film between her fingers.

I wouldn't say the movie is scary. It's a musical with a tragic tale. Our 4:40pm show time was a matinée, but I'd give this movie a rating of "Pay full price." My rating system is "Pay full price- Matinee - DVD - See it on cable - Wait for network TV - Don't waste hours of your precious life."

As for the Sundance theatre, I would definitely see another movie there, although DH wasn't sure about the popcorn factor. The place was kind of high brow for a movie theatre and it would have felt funny to order popcorn and junior mints. Everyone I saw held covered cups of joe rather than mega sized buckets.

We will have to make a point to get out without the boys more often. Another resolution for 2008, date nights will have to be more than a few times a year! 

Friday Fun

Aren't these cool?! My parents had a birch tree branch from their land, drilled into candle holders. Now I need to get new candles. I love outdoorsy, natural things like this.

My parents arrived safely last night, but this morning wanted to risk the snow to drive to Stoughton. The town is about 12 miles from us. Its chock full of Scandinavian goodies which is why my mom wanted to brave the snow. I've decided to stay home with the boys and sniff dangerous fumes.

You see it wasn't the ceiling fan that was noticed, it was the mildew on the underside of our tub mat. I promise you right now, if I'm blessed enough to live long enough to visit the homes of my sons' families, I will not point out any dirt or grime I see.

Last night DS8 took out his new Bananagrams game. Its sort of like a portable scrabble. He just wanted to play with the letters. He ended up spelling words and writing sentences on the floor. My favorite was "Soda pop makes you fat."  I was glad he did this in front of Mormor and Grandpa. Maybe now we won't hear, "When are you going to do school?"

DS12 played his new Trama game for the Wii. You get to play surgeon! His patient had been attacked by a bear and had broken bones and deep wounds. You have to work quickly, cutting open the wound just so, removing the pieces of bone and putting them back together. You have to stitch up the wound and inject medications. Its not too bloody, but its pretty realistic. You could point out the educational value as well. Its very cool!

When my parents return, my sister will come over and we'll bake Vetebrod, a Swedish coffee bread, very yummy! I can't wait to start smelling the cardamom.

My only worry today is how DH will get home from work. We are expected to get up to 5 inches today with temperatures hovering around 30. I'm sure this will make for heavy wet snow. I really wished he could have stayed home today.

Tonight's family fun will be amped up since our grandparents are with us and my sister and her family will come over. We'll pig out one last time, and I'm sure a marathon session of Apples to Apples will be played. I hope you all have a wonderful Friday and a great weekend!

ATC-Sharpie

Start:

Feb 10, '08

3 for 3 using only Sharpie markers

ATC-I've got the blues..

Start:

Feb 1, '08

3 for 3 color blue theme

ATC-Purple

Start:

Mar 15, '08

3 for 3 color purple

ATC-I am...

Start:

Mar 1, '08

6 for 6

ATC-Weird Creatures

Start:

Jan 14, '08

1 for 1 swap

New Years Eve!

Start:	Dec 31, '07
Location:	K-Town & Chi-Town

Visit G. Grandma and party at Chip's

Making future plans- Thursday 13

Now that we're moving through Christmas and 2007 is coming to an end, I'm planning for future days. This keeps me up emotionally.

Thursday 13- Things I'm planning for 2008

1. READ: My MIL gave me these beautiful bookmarks by Renate Otto. There are 12 of them in a calendar format. I want to read a good book for each bookmark, one each month. Can you recommend any great books I should read this year? I admit I don't take enough time to read fiction. My nose is usually in non-fiction or magazines.

2. AWAKEN MY ARTIST WITHIN: I've also been inspired to get back to my ATCs. I haven't made one in weeks. I've had all these ideas in my head, and I haven't even taken the time to sketch them down in my notebook.

3. GET EVERYONE HEALTHY: DS8's rapid strep test came back negative and this morning he woke up very congested. So YEAH- its probably not strep, Boo- its a bad cold. He has been keeping busy though, reading all his cheat books. (These are video game guides.) DS12 learned to read the same way.

4. CLEAN AND PURGE: We cleaned up the guest room and my parents should arrive tonight! Yeah!! Note to self- dust the ceiling fan as soon as you're done typing this blog entry Dawn!

5. REDECORATE- After cleaning up the guest room, I realized I really am ready to take down the cutesy teddy bear wall paper border the previous family had put up. I want to redecorate this room for the boys and move them into it. Its time to realize our baby/little guy days are long over and we're moving on to pre-teendom.

6. ROCK OUT! DH is watching for ticket sales for us. He's promised to take me to real concerts this year. No sooner had he started planning this, my niece called and asked him to take her to see Velvet Revolver, yet again, a few weeks from now.

7. MOVE MY BUTT!  DH is now running 3 miles a day. He's left me in the dust. Seriously, he's motivating me to catch up.

8. CELEBRATE MY MIDLIFE CRISIS: I will turn 40 in 2008. I want to do something radical. Something I've never done before. Something I never thought I would do. Got any ideas for me?

9. PRACTICE WHAT I PREACH: I keep telling my children to become entrepreneurs. I need to model this myself.

10. MY BABY TURNS 9! I need to start planning his birthday bash.

11. REMEMBER EVERYONE'S BIRTHDAYS:  I'm terrible when it comes to sending out cards. Every year I resolve to do this, but I always fail. Not again this year!

12. FIND DH A BETTER JOB: Maybe he'll work for me when I master #9.

13. MAKE MORE MULTIPLY FRIENDS! "Make new friends and keep the old. One is silver and the other gold...."

Pizza Boobs

Its a sad fact we have no good pizza here in Heavensville. Believe it or not, we drive 25 miles to buy decent pizza. This is a Falbo Brother's pizza and they reheat rather well on a pizza stone. My favorite pieces are those which bubble up. Its very exciting to open the lid and see these. DH saw these and thought they looked like, well, boobs. (He's a guy.)

We enjoyed a nice Christmas Eve filling up on pizza and Christmas went well despite the lack of company. We ended up with so much left over food, most of which is in my freezer waiting for my side to gather this Friday, although Mother Nature could yet again put the kibosh on that. Why are we always getting snow and ice storms when we try to gather?

I'm happy to report Domo made it in time for Christmas morning! He was the first gift opened and he was by DS8's side the entire day and night. He even did pretty good when we played Apples to Apples with Grandma.

I was spoiled with kitchen goodies; aprons, silicon bake ware, bamboo spoons, and an entire set of pots and pans from Great Grandma's kitchen. My DMIL brought me back beautiful ceramic pieces from Spain; an olive oil decanter, olive tray and little bowls. For my non-domestic side DH got me Cindy Smith's new Christmas CD and Linkin Park's latest. Yes, my musical tastes are very diversified. He also gave me a Tai Chi DVD set I can't wait to try.

Today is hard because DH had to go back to work and I'm missing him terribly. I want another 4 days with him now! I'll have to wait another 3 days. :(

Today is also difficult because DS8 woke up with tears in his eyes. "My throat feels like knives." Oh joy. I know what that means. We have an appointment for a throat culture this afternoon. I just hope I can get him on antibiotics before the rest of us get it. DH and I have had hints that something is brewing back there, but I've been drinking Emergen-C like an addict. So far I feel okay but given my track record with strep, I'm being very cautious.

Its not a good time to have a contagious illness. My parents are planning on driving down tomorrow, and we're trying to get my side together once and for all. The cards are stacking up against us though.

From our house to yours...

We hope you have a very Merry Christmas, surrounded by those you love. May God give you peace and many blessings for the new year. 

Peace and blessings,
Dawn and family

Mother Nature 2 Family get togethers 0

Once again the weather has spoiled our plans. We headed out today to drive over the river and through the woods to Grandmother's house. We made it about 30 miles before we turned around and headed back. Blowing and drifting over the Wisconsin farm roads made travel very difficult. We hated to disappoint family, but today just wasn't the day for a road trip to K-Town. The forecast is for more snow this afternoon, but its the winds that make this unpleasant. We have gusts up to 50 miles per hour. Hopefully it will all quiet down before Christmas so Grandma can make it to us across those same roads we couldn't make it past today.

Posse Rats are in the boycave. (Blame my Christmas spirit.) DH is cozy on the couch watching the Bears dish it to the Packers. (We happen to be Bears fans living in Cheeseland and in this neck of the woods, this is a common thing.) I'm sitting here with a blanket in my lap waiting for the Jesus' Birthday cake to finish baking. Later I'll have to head out to the store. Don't think I'll walk today though.

I've decided my MIL is bringing so much food, most of which will be meats, I will focus on healthy salads. I'm going to try making a black eyed pea salad along with my must have fruit salad. I may also make my favorite broccoli slaw salad.

Yesterday I went furniture shopping with my sis. I love browsing furniture stores almost as much as browsing craft stores, both of which the rest of my family detests. There is one thing I hate about furniture stores- Sales people! I hate to be sold to. I don't trust them, I don't want to hear their stick, I just want to be left alone. If I have questions I'll ask, otherwise back off. I really was "just looking." Its my sis who is seriously looking for new seating. The prices seemed obscenely high. Its been a long while since I've actually bought a couch- 12 years? I really don't plan on purchasing furniture until the boys are older and the Posse Rats have moved on to trashing college dorm rooms instead of my home.

I would like to try and build lofts for the boys in 2008. They are getting to an age where they need a more grown up, teen room. They currently have bunk beds, but I like the idea of lofts with desk space underneath. Who knows, maybe the day will come where they want their own room. For now though, they enjoy sharing and keeping each other company.

I love when I can hear them talking about stuff before they fall asleep. I don't mean to eavesdrop, but its so gosh darn sweet. Thursday nights are "Monkey Marathon" nights. DS12 has been making up bedtime stories to tell his monkey loving brother.

Jesus' birthday cake is done. Its a simple round, white cake on which will go white frosting. DS8 & DH's favorite. I better get up now and bundle up for my run to the Wiggler.

If I don't get the chance to say it later, I hope you have a very Merry Christmas filled with God's peace and many blessings. I have so much to be so grateful for already, I've already been blessed with gifts!

Why My Cat Can't Gain Any More Weight

She's been naughty Santa, but we still love her! She needs new toy mice please, so she leaves her sister Chihiro alone.

I'm not managing to get all that could be done, get done, but that's ok. We'll still have a wonderful Christmas if I don't bake more cookies, buy more gifts, spruce up more rooms. I'm really trying to keep stress levels low. I woke up this morning with a throat tickle reminding me to take care of myself. I've been fighting off colds for weeks now, and I hope I can fight this one off too. I have a terrible track record with being sick on Christmas Day.

Our snow is melting. We've had warmer temperatures and rain. The best part is the fog! I love fog! Its so romantic, mysterious, comforting. It won't stay around though. Our rainy day tomorrow will change over to snow and by Sunday morning we'll have a fresh coat of white! I can't wait!

I want to go see "Sweeney Todd", but I don't know when I'll find the time. I have to work tonight for a friend. Saturday is our last day to wrap presents, clean house and shop. Sunday-weather permitting- we will visit with Great Grandma at my MIL's. (Mmmm. K-town pizza!) Monday & Tuesday we'll have family over. Maybe I can take DH to see it Wednesday? Thursday the 27th, my parents arrive and celebrating starts back up!  Looks like Yumi and I will start those diets in 2008.

Year End Tag

I'm stealing this from Kerry or you could say I'm tagging myself. Please feel free to do the same.

YEAR END TAG

1. Where did you begin your 2007?

In DH's arms, in my living room.

2. What was your status by Valentines Day?

Married with 2.0 children

3. Were you in school (anytime this year)?

What a scary question!!!

4. How did you earn your money?

DH has no choice but to share it with me. I also have my part-time job at the pool.

5. Did you have to go to the hospital?

Almost. I began 2007 still fighting the worse case of strep throat I've ever had. I was on my last antibiotic and if that didn't work, my doctor wanted me in the hospital for IV drugs.

6. Did you have any encounters with the police?

Yes. I locked my keys in the van at the park. (Our small town police still unlock cars.)

7.  Where did you go on vacation?

Same place we always go- Wisconsin Dells and the trip to Grandma and Grandpa's in the north woods.

8. What did you purchase that was over a thousand dollars?

Are you kidding me! Oh yeah. I crowned my tooth this year.


9.  Did you know of anybody who got married?

Nope

10.  Did you know of anybody who passed away?

Yes. My aunt lost her battle with cancer and my sweet Kita girl. I miss her little paws trying to type as I blog. :(

12.  Did you move anywhere?

No

14.  What Concerts/Shows did you go to?

DH got to see Velvet Revolver 3 times, and all I got was a ticket to The Stinky Cheese Man. I think he owes me in 2008 big time!

15.  Are you registered to vote?

Of course

16.  Who did you want to win Big Brother?

I'm fine with Maija. She's a great SIL although she's been neglecting her blog big time!

17.  Where do you live now?

In a van, down by the river. - I don't know why that just popped into my head. (See the answer to #12.)

18.  Describe your Birthday?

I'm too old to remember. I know I wouldn't have cooked dinner that day.

19.  What is one thing you would never do but did in 2007?

Turn 39

20. What was your favorite moment?

Can't choose just one.


21. What is something you learned about yourself?

I like mochas. Coffee doesn't have to be yucky!

22. Any new Additions to the family?

two parakeets

23. What was your best month?

May?? I don't really know.

24. What music will you remember 2007 by?

My musical tastes run more along the lines of Red Hot Chili Peppers, DMB, Blind Melon, but DH introduced me to the guilty pleasures of Fergie, Joss Stone and Lily Allen.

25. Who has been your best drinking buddy?

DH, DS12 and DS8. Our favorite watering hole is Kwik Trip. You can blast your soda pop with different flavor shots! My fav is caffiene free diet with 2 shots of cherry. DH goes for diet Dr. Pepper with 4 shots of vanilla. DS12- root beer with a shot of vanilla, DS8- straight Gatorade.

26.  Made new friends?

YES!!!

27.  New Best Friend?

DH still holds this title

28.  Favorite Night Out?

Favorite Night IN- Family Fun Friday night. We party slumber party style, watching movies until we pass out.  

I love my MIL!

I was going to complain about family drama on my side, but my MIL sent me an email that made me pause, and I decided to let my frustration go.

 "Every 60 seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back." 

So this post won't go to the dark side, complaining about stressed out family members. I'm forcing myself to see things positively today.

I may be getting sick. I woke up tired and my head feels thick. I'm grateful that after cleaning out my pantry this past weekend, I can say I have lots of tea & Emergen C to drink! I can take it easy, staying warm, staying hydrated, eating fresh fruit and veg until have to leave for work.

I can get through my shift knowing I only have 3 more nights of work this year!

The boys are playing Legos! I've asked them to clean them up in case Mormor and Grandpa make it down just after Christmas. This has motivated them to play with them of course and it also means I can curl up on the couch wrapped up in my down blankie and snooze.

My MIL has made all this yummy food for Christmas, including the meatballs. At first I was going to make the meatballs, and she was bringing Chick Fil A nuggets. She ended up making meatballs. She said I could still make more, but she's a great cook and maybe now I can make something else to nibble on. 

Our Christmas shopping is almost complete. I just need to pick up a few stocking stuffers. I don't have tags made for wrapping, but I think I'll go with my Dad's style of just taking a marking pen and writing names right on the packages. I could even doodle and have fun with this. It all gets tore up anyway.

DS12 asked me if convicts get candy canes in prison. My first reaction was, oh, that would be a nice thing to do. Then I turned to look at DS12 and discovered he had eaten his candy cane into a sharp weapon!! Oh yeah. I guess candy canes in prisons are not a good idea. I've seen DS8 do this with his Push Pops too. You wouldn't think candy could be so dangerous.

Well, I'm babbling again instead of slicing up oranges and cucumbers. I better get moving away from this computer. 

DOMO KUN - All 10 Episodes

We love Domo Kun! These are the short clips from Japanese TV that made Domo a star.

Great weekend in progress

Despite the disappointment of having to miss our cousin's birthday party due to a snow storm, we are making the best of it and having a great weekend. I really can't get over how much snow we have. The past several Christmases have been green, but so far we have around 20 inches.

When the Posse Rats showed up Friday afternoon, I told DS12 they had to play in the snow. My boys actually love the snow and prefer playing in it to playing inside. DH got to play in it too with his new snow thrower! As for me, I've been stowing away the gifts while the boys are out of the house.

I've got my hiding places well camouflaged, and I'm almost ready to start wrapping. Its really not that difficult hiding presents from my family. They don't seem to have the gene that enables you to see something right in front of you.

I'm super stoked Domo has arrived! I know DS8 will go crazy over him Christmas morning! I'm going through the lists and trying to balance it out, making sure each child has the same number of gifts. This is challenging even with only two children. I don't know how my parents did this with 5. There is still quite a bit we need to pick up.

We tried to make pinecone ornaments and failed miserably. This is one of those moments I wish Mormor was still around so I could ask her how she did it. We couldn't quite figure out the pattern. Our felt kept ending up too small for our fat pinecones. I also couldn't get the glue to stick the felt together. I should have tried my glue gun.

We did manage to replace the tree stand! DH held up the tree while I switched out the stands. The original did have a huge crack in it, and its confirmed my carpet is going to need serious shampooing after the holidays. I think the crack happened from the weight of the tree. (I hate plastic!)

We watched Home Alone 2 and DS8 enjoyed telling us which booby traps would have actually killed the robbers and which ones would have only maimed them.  Afterwards we watched Polar Express- much more Christmasy.

Being snowed in, we decided to try a local Italian deli for take out sandwiches, Alberici's. DH had a french dip, and I chose a lemon garlic chicken breast on focaccia bread. It was so yummy, but it stuck with me all afternoon and through out the evening. I think I'm ready to go back to being a vegetarian for 2008. I hate when you eat something that heavy and it sits in your belly like a lead weight. I couldn't enjoy popcorn with our movies because I still hadn't digested lunch.

I've been more of a flexitarian. I had been a vegetarian, along with DS12 but when his check up last year showed he was low on iron, I felt terrible. Omnivore DH thought DS12 should be eating more meat. DS12 and I avoid red meat, but fish and chicken have been on our plates. :(  I've started collecting recipes again from Vegetarian Times magazine, and I'm going to give it another go. A vegetarian diet really appeals to me, its just I trip up due to convenience and old habits.

Well, I've been babbling long enough. If you've read this far, THANK YOU! I'm off to get Sunday rolling. Peace and blessings!

Happy Lucia Day!

I was up early this morning, but didn't bake Lucia buns or make coffee. My family doesn't enjoy them. I'm letting the boys sleep a little longer, and then I'll wake them with a candle in my hand, not my hair, and ask if they want juice and a blueberry muffin. St. Lucia Day is celebrated in Sweden to honor a young Italian girl who gave away her dowry to the poor and was killed for her beliefs. She represents light to a people living in darkness this time of year. Dec. 13th also kicks off the main Christmas season for Swedes. We really do up Christmas!

I've discovered our Christmas tree stand has sprung a leak. All this time I thought our tree was just really drinking up water. Turns out I've been dumping quarts of water into my carpet. A tree skirt is not necessarily a good thing. It hides this fact! We tried to fix it, but the best solution will be to buy a new stand. I'm hoping DH can lift out the tree with decorations and lights still on, and I'll help guide it into the new stand. My carpet is another problem.

We had a great time yesterday at our homeschool Christmas party. We skipped the gift exchange and made the fleece blankets you tie together. In addition to making the blankets to donate, we also made cards for the local nursing home. We also had fun playing Blokus and of course DS8's favorite, Apples to Apples. My gingerbread reindeer all flew away but I had fruit left. Imagine that?

DH told me this morning that one of the partners confessed to him after everyone had left, that he may be leaving the company. If he does this, we're not sure the primary partner will keep the company running. He may just decide to live off his wife's income and his retirement. This means DH really has to step up his job search. Please pray for him to find a new, secure job. This is a huge dark cloud looming over his head, and I know he's worried about providing for us.

Well, I better call my mom and wish her a Happy Lucia Day. I hope your day is filled with joy, and God's peace and blessings!

This kitty's done chasing rats!

The Posse Rats are banished. See what they did to my wall? The pizza sauce is a nice little touch too. I was so upset when I discovered this. Here I had welcomed them into my home, fed them pizza and they disrespect me like this!

Those who know Posse Rat history will remember the big chair incident. I had this overstuffed, oversized chair. They tore off the back cushion and pulled out the stuffing. I banished them back then but eventually forgave them and gave them a second chance. I'm not too quick to forgive this time.

The basement (boycave) wall has this strange textured finish. I don't know if I can still purchase this stuff to repair it. The family who lived here before finished the basement. I may have to just spackle and paint over it. - I mean the boys may have to spackle and paint over it.

The thing is, I know it wasn't my boys who did this. I let in the rats at 10:30. By the time the pizza was ready, DS12 decided he wanted to rest. His head hurt. He ended up on the couch the rest of the afternoon and evening. He ran a low fever but I think this was due to the shots he received on Monday.

I let the rats stay downstairs because I figured they'd just go home to empty houses waiting for their working parents to come home. By 3:30 though I was burnt out. I asked them to clean up and when I saw the only person cleaning was DS8, I hit my breaking point.

Today we will switch worlds and play with our homeschooled friends. We have a Christmas party this afternoon where we plan on playing board games and making cards and crafts for the nursing home. It should make for a better afternoon today than yesterday.

Snow/Ice Day!

What a great day to stay home and bake. I'm grateful my boss called and told me not to come to work! I'm baking up Gingerbread Reindeer and my nest smells so good!!! Thanks go out to Kimberlee for her soft gingerbread dough recipe. I saw a photo of how to add pretzels and M&M's to make reindeer. Rather than use a cookie cutter, I just made ovals and I think they came out cute!

The Posse Rats are in the Boycave. (Where else would they be right?) I plan on getting rid of a few frozen pizzas today with their help. My kitchen will be nice and toasty with all this baking!

Yesterday's doctor's visit went as expected. My boys are overweight, as are DH and I. We'll keep working on this. What I didn't expect was the questions they asked of DS12. This was the first time he was alone seeing the doctor. I found out afterwards he was asked if he had sex, wanted birth control, thought he was gay, had suicidal thoughts or any friends who had suicidal thoughts. Wow.

DH and I have always been open with our boys about sex, answering any questions they may have. We've also shared our values and why we believe the way we do. DS12 said he felt uncomfortable answering these questions at the doctor's office. I had to explain to DS12 that not all 12 year olds have a relationship with their parents where they feel comfortable asking about sex. Dr. Koslov was just trying to protect the health and well being of those children who don't have a grown up they can trust.

I'm a little ticked they asked him these questions without me knowing about it, but I understand why. I suppose they also must screen for abuse. This morning DS12 asked me, "Can women rape men? I mean, that's not possible right?" (I really should call our doctor's office and get a copy of these questions they are asking!) So over breakfast, DS12 and I had a conversation you'd rather not really discuss. I explained to him what rape really was and how, yes, anyone could rape someone. I hate having to talk about these ugly things, but I'd rather my children learn from me that rape is so wrong and not at all what loving sex is suppose to be. I'm so glad we homeschool and my children are comfortable discussing even the most difficult things with us!

The timer's going off! Time to feed the rats!!

Trying not to curse the darkness....

I'm going to be lighting candles today, both figuratively and literally. I forgot to light the advent candles, and I need to remember to let my light shine brightly within me.

This weekend I learned my parents will not be coming down for their holiday visit. It pains me my parents have all this other stuff going on and its gotten in the way of allowing them to visit with us. However, I do worry about them and want them to slow down.

On the way to DH's birthday dinner, we had planned on stopping downtown to look for Domo. The store is smack dab in campus central, lots of one way streets, no parking. I thought DH could drop me off and drive around the block and pick me back up. Right after realizing I was lied to on the phone, (no Domo), DH calls my cell phone in a panic, too much traffic, too much ice and snow. I drop the stocking stuffers in my hand and head out the door to meet DH at the pick up point. I'm left wondering where my easy, fun loving, sense of humor husband has gone to.

Supper was great, once the waiter finally found our table. He more than made up for it keeping our beverages re-filled, giving us a free appetizer and a free dessert!

I was brought back down later yesterday evening when I learned a local boy lost his cancer fight. He shared the same name and age as my DS8 so it hits close to home. I can't imagine losing a child like this, and so close to Christmas.

DS12 woke up around 2:00a.m. having to vomit. He hasn't done this in a long time. He doesn't have a flu bug. We think its a Chiari thing. Years ago he would always wake in the middle of the night to throw up. I heard many people living with a Chiari malformation have this symptom and sometimes it means you have pressure problems in your spinal fluid. As it turns out, we have a doctor's appointment today. I don't know if he'll order another MRI or not. Because DS12 doesn't suffer very many symptoms, I'm not in a rush to do brain surgery.

Today I'm really going to try and count my blessings, not stress the small stuff, and squeeze my children has much as possible.

Domo Hunt

The things you do for love.....

DS8 has a new fasination, Domo Kun. He's a mascot for Japanese TV. DS8 loves stuffed friends and this dude has caught his eye. He's been promoted to the top of the Christmas list. So I'm heading out today to see if I can find Domo. Why can't my family choose things commonly found in stores nearby?

We also plan to finally treat DH to his birthday supper. I'm really hoping it goes well. We tend to have customer service issues when we dine out. I would love to be a secret shopper. We should start video recording our experiences. Its amazing how we do not get what we ask for.

Gotta run and give DH some TLC!

An unexpected gift

I chased the rats away so we could rest up before DH got home. It was good to have quiet time for an hour. DH got home and decided he'd take a rain check on supper out. We got take out, gave him his gifts and ate birthday cake.

At about 8:00pm, DH got to talking about the snow thrower his friend at work has. As the cake sat in my gut like a lead weight, DH pulled up the Sears website.

"Don't we have a Sears card? They have no interest financing for 1 year if you use your Sears card. And if we order one tonight before midnight, we can save another $50 off the sale price. I believe that's the same deal Bob got at the end of the season last year."

The last time I remembered using a Sears card I worked for Lands End, 3 years ago. I know I did not have a Sears card in my organizer with a valid expiration date. "Didn't we cancel that card?"

"Could you call?"

It was his birthday, so I called and was surprised to hear we still had an account even though I had no clue where the cards were. She offered to send us new ones, but that meant we wouldn't have the new account number to use online.

"You can go to any store with a valid picture ID and they can look up your account for you until your new cards arrive."

At 8:25p.m. I'm calling Sears to see if they have the snow thrower in stock. At 8:30p.m. DH and DS8 are preparing to race the 17 miles to Sears. My stomach really hurts!!!! Must be the take out and cake right?

I say a prayer because DH pulls out of the driveway with stress written all over him. At 8:58 I get a phone call.

"What's your social security number, hon?"

9:20p.m. I'm shoveling the driveway so DH can back up the van to unload a snow thrower. As my arms ache from yet another day of shoveling, I can't help but think how ironic this is I'm shoveling to make room for a snow thrower!!

We are the customers retail professionals fear. We show up at closing, to buy a snow thrower without the actual plastic credit card, asking for interest free financing and requesting for an additional $50 off for joining the Craftsman club. (3 phone calls, & a manager approval)  We weren't alone. DH said while he was there, 4 other customers bought snow throwers. I think I should bake brownies and send them with a thank you card to the Sears manager and staff. I know for a fact they didn't close on time last night.

So right now, in my garage, sitting in a box is a bonus birthday gift. We had discussed getting a snow thrower previously, but it did happen rather suddenly last night. It was a God thing because everything worked out even though by all rational thought, it shouldn't have. I hope DH can assemble it tonight. They are forecasting 4 more inches. 

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Posse rats are here, ruining my afternoon. Why can't they come over with shovels in their hands? I think I need a nap. I'm grumpy. 

Snow stress

I didn't sleep well last night. I couldn't fall all the way under. Maybe it was the stress of crawling home in the snow, trying to not end up in the ditch as morons passed me thinking 4 wheel drive couldn't lead to 4 wheel slide.

I got up before dawn to help DH shovel the driveway. We had shoveled it when I got home last night, but we woke to find it had drifted over. Its a battle we lose every winter. We shovel only to have it drift over and over.

We dug out, I kissed DH goodbye and then I moved the van into a position I hope will prevent total drift over. We have to be able to get out later to take DH out for his birthday supper! I'm also hoping the boys wake up feeling better or supper out will have to be postponed.

I'm thankful I don't have to work tonight regardless. Tomorrow I'll have to work a double shift, and I saw they are forecasting 4 more inches. After all our mild winters, it looks like this year will make up for it.

Hear me roar....

Don't you love when you ask for something and you get it!! I heard the sounds of progress and snuck this snap through my window. The frozen solid icebergs have been moved from the front of our house! Yeah! Just in time for the 4 inches of fresh powder we'll get tonight.

Maybe it was my phone call, but I have a feeling our Post Master called to complain when dear Tom Letter carrier was hurt. It also could have been the lady who's house Tom was hurt at. She's actually the Post Master for the next town over. Anyway, I'm happy they took care of it before someone else was hurt. Our house is also a school bus stop and it hasn't been fun watching the cars slide through the intersection.

By bedtime DS12 was feeling sick like DS8. I guess we shouldn't have played in the snow. DS12 didn't sleep very well so he's crashed on the sofa. I asked him if he wanted to watch a movie and he said, "I just want something to make me feel better." Awwww! You know your child is sick when they don't even want to watch TV. At least DS8 seems to be back in action today so maybe this one won't hit us as a category 5.

I woke up with a headache which means my turn is coming. It will probably hit me full force tomorrow since its DH's birthday. I better bake the cake today and finish wrapping up his presents. If we don't take him out for supper, maybe we can still do carry out.

Hope you have a peaceful and blessed day!

I'm a little angry...

I took this picture from the empty lot next to ours. You can see how the plow was alongside the curb but then swerved out quite far. I suppose he was trying to avoid the mail box, but they usually come back and clean this up. They never did.

DS12 and I were out chopping up ice when we saw the letter carrier get his vehicle stuck about a block down the street. We walked down to help push him out. DS12 and I pushed and got him unstuck, but he had been trying to do this himself, alone before we got there. He had already hurt himself. I offered to drive him to the doctor because his arm and shoulder were in pain.  He said he thought he could make it, driving with one arm. About an hour later a substitute letter carrier came to deliver the mail and told us Letter carrier Tom had to go to the ER. I hope he is ok. I'm sitting here wondering if it was really his arm or if he was having a heart attack?

Needless to say, I've left an angry voice message at our public works department!

I should have knocked on wood...

I just blogged this morning on my 360 about how thankful I was that my household has avoided becoming ill so far this winter season. I know we have cold germs trying to break through but so far we've been fighting it off. This afternoon DS8 laid himself down on the couch and told me he had a headache. I noticed his cheeks were extra rosy. He asked for a popsicle and something cool for his forehead.  I had to take his picture because he looked so darn cute!!  I really hope we don't get sick!!

Weekend snow

Saturday we were hit with snow and freezing rain. Thankfully we didn't have to go anywhere. Today we've been digging out.

Its difficult not owning a snow thrower. My arms ache and DH is ready to drop. He not only worked on our driveway but also our neighbor's across the street.

Our neighbors are a very nice, older couple who's children all live far away. Mr. Neighbor needs back surgery soon too. I wish I had a few grand to buy DH a snow thrower. He's the type of guy who would snow throw everyone's driveway on the block if he had one.

The boys played in the snow, until the ice rain soaked through. I now have a huge pile of wet boots, snow pants and jackets, most of which belong to the posse rats. I asked DS12 why they always end up in our basement boy cave. Why am I the only parent who allows children in their home? I'm glad I know where my children are, but I'm not kidding, these kids spend more time in my home than theirs.

Tonight I will get my chance to get away. I'm going to a private shopping event at a bookstore! I'm so excited!!!!! I hope to make a good dent in my Christmas shopping but even if I don't, I will have had time without kids, in a bookstore!!!!!!

Time for tea and a cat nap.

St. Lucia Day!

Start:

Dec 13, '07

St. Lucia Day- breakfast with boys

Its Friday!!

I made it. Its Friday, and I don't have to do anything or go anywhere unless I want to. I should feel relaxed, but actually I feel a little shakey. My lymph nodes are very achy but otherwise I have no other symptoms. I'm really trying to stay well!

Yesterday's free haircuts did not go so well. My hair was cut an inch shorter than I had wanted, but it still looks ok. DS12's turned out great, but DS8 had an anxiety attack. I don't know if his stylist was slow or he had more hair to cut, but he freaked out that we were done and he wasn't. The poor kid began to cry and hyperventilate. The supervisor took over and quickly finished up his haircut. It probably still needs tweaking, but she wanted to get him out of the chair ASAP. I think next time I will have to buzz it at home like I do DH's.

My first batch of Christmas cookies are almost ready for the freezer. This morning I roasted up pecans and made "Pecan Snowballs." These butter cookies are a favorite in DH's family. My MIL buys several pounds from an Italian bakery, but I wanted to see if I could bake them up myself. I chose an easier round snowball shape rather than a cresent. I'll keep a few out for DH to taste test tonight.  (No, you do not see one missing from the cooling rack.)

I should clean up my nest because company may visit tomorrow, but the weather forecast has me tempted to slack off. We may get around 4 inches of snow and then a nice 1 1/2 inch layer of ice on top! Should make for a great weekend of sledding/snowboarding, but a lousy weekend for out of town relatives to drive up and cut down a Christmas tree. Note to self- buy birdy seed!

A few weeks ago DS12 watched 300 with DH. I have no idea what this movie was about, but DS12 has now made a scene from the movie with Legos. I'm noticing swords and decapitated Lego guys. Hmm....

Movies that DH has brought home for the weekend; Initial D, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, Zodiac, 1408, Zoolander and Futurama Bender's Big Score. Hmm... Maybe I need to start going to Blockbuster? Actually Zodiac has Jake Gyllenhaal and 1408 has John Cusack, the weekend may not be a total loss. Zoolander and Futurama will be good for laugh or two. (I watched the Illusionist this morning so I'm in more of a romantic movie mood. Maybe I'll disappear and watch P&P in another room.)

Its time to go and play in more powdered sugar. Have a great weekend! Peace and blessings!

Mother Teresa quote

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Category:	Other

If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

Thursday 13 Random questions

1. Why is it when I know I have to be somewhere at a certain time, it throws off my entire day? I hate clocks. I hate appointment times, start times, time management, etc. I just want to go with the flow and not have to worry about having enough time.

2. Why is it we live a few blocks from the grocery store yet have nothing at home right now that anyone wants to eat?

3. Why is everything on DH's wish list is only found online?

4. Why can't I find a darn land snail!!!! Sure its hybernation time, but I'd take a sleeping one. Just as long as I can make DS8's Christmas dream come true.

5. Why are the lymph nodes on the back of my neck swollen. I believe I've already told myself I AM NOT GETTING SICK THIS YEAR!!

6. Why is Project Runway making me want to sew something?

7. Have I forgotten my sewing machine is older than I am and doesn't sew more than an inch before jamming?

8. Will I get Christmas cards done this year?

9. Why do I have a huge bag of little bitty pinecones but none large enough for our art project?

10. Will I really pay money for larger pincones?

11. Do I really want a free haircut today?

12. Will the Tomten be nice to me even if I don't find time to make them new boots and mittens?

13. Am I ready to adopt another fur child?

Christmas can't come fast enough

DS8 loves the game Apples To Apples after playing it last weekend at our cousin's house. He has been asking to play it everyday but we have to wait to see what Santa will bring. If Christmas wasn't so close, I'd definitely fork over the dough to pick up this excellent game for him. DS8 has moved it to the top of his wish list and Christmas can't come fast enough now for him.

Yesterday I scored at the library, You Wouldn't Want To Be Sick In The 16th Century- Diseases You'd Rather Not Catch by Kathryn Senior. DS12 loves the "You Wouldn't Want to" books. Its remarkable how much history he picks up from them. We were watching Cash Cab the other day and after getting almost all their questions correct, this nice family decides to go for double or nothing last question. "What kind of stone is the Spinx made of?" We all missed it guessing sandstone except for DS12 who knew the correct answer, limestone. When I asked him how he knew, he reminded me he had read, You Wouldn't Want To Be An Egyptian Slave.

I saw a bookmark put out by United Way at the library that listed reading standard success. I agreed with everything it said until I read "reading by 3rd grade." Although my boys had begun reading before 3rd grade, I have to disagree with this bookmark. What difference does it make when you master reading just as long as you eventually learn?

Today we are going to enjoy more classic "unschooling". DS8 wants to make the ornaments I mentioned before and read the snail books we found last night. Maybe we can figure out why none of the pet stores in our area carry land snails? Santa needs help here!

DS12 is going to help me draw up Gingerbread house plans. I haven't made one in years, and I don't know if I still have a pattern. I was going to cheat and buy a premade house but that story is on my 360 blog.

Speaking of blogs, I'm nervous because my friend's Multiply blog disappeared on her. She was told it may have been accidentally deleted by someone else. Yikes! I really enjoy Multiply, but I  kept my 360 for my friends who didn't want to move over. Maybe I will have to figure out how to back up my blogs for these such catastrophes.

Peace and blessings....

Gardner quote

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Much education today is monumentally ineffective. All too often we are giving young people cut flowers when we should be teaching them to grow their own plants.
John W. Gardner

28 Days and counting!!!

"Smash" is home with us now after we cut "him" down Saturday. (DS8 named him.) We've been sprucing his branches ever since. Smash the Balsam fir is decorated in mostly handmade ornaments. They are near and dear to my heart because several of them were handcrafted by my Mormor- "Mother's mother" in Swedish.

She was called home just 2 days before my first child was born. Sharing the things she handmade, and baking the recipes she baked, is one way I can keep her memory alive and introduce my children to her. 

DS8 loves this ornament. He calls it "Porcupine Superman." He gets porcupine and pinecone mixed up. I think my Mormor would tell you its suppose to be an owl. Anyway, DS8 has asked that we make more, including some bad guys. I'll have to plan a make your own superhero pinecone ornament craft soon!

Today we are ringing bells again. I hope I get the same good feeling I got last time. I've got Monday blues. I miss DH. Having him around for the past 4 days rocked! At least I'm not working tonight so I'll see him then. I think after we ring bells, we'll shop for his birthday gift. Maybe I can pick up a Christmas present or two as well.

Peace and blessings!!!

Thank you...

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Other

I'm thankful for all of you! Your well wishes and friendly notes have brought me joy even though we haven't met face to face. May your day be filled with much peace and many blessings! Happy Thanksgiving!

I must stay well....

I once read that "dis- ease", brings on disease. I have been trying to stay healthy but yesterday I slipped into a state of "dis- ease". I noticed at work last night my tonsils let it be known they are not alone back there.

I could be fighting off a regular cold, but if you know my horrifying history with strep throat, you know why I get nervous. I spent last November through January positive with strep throat. I worked my way through 4 different medications and my family went through 3 rounds themselves.  I was one step away from being admitting to the hospital.

I actually very rarely get regular colds. When I do get sick, its major. So I'm trying to be proactive and take care of myself. I've increased the hot fluids, fruit and veg and my new best friend, Emergen- C! I love this stuff! I'm hoping it helps me win the battle before the war gets started.

I must stay well because...

I have food prep to do; pie baking with homemade crust and sweet potato pecan casserole.
The posse rats will be showing up very soon.
I have to work tonight.
We are road tripping Thursday and Friday.
Saturday we cut down and bring home The Tree.

I'm looking forward to seeing family and enjoying the weekend. I don't want to be in a state of dis-ease and feel not well.

So I'm off to put the kettle on to begin today's hydration requirements with a few packets of Emergen-C! If I get too busy to post tomorrow, Happy Thanksgiving!

Gratitude...

I am counting my blessings!

I'm grateful that...
    the tire store is within walking distance from my home.
    the tire store guy found an affordable tire option for us.
    the tire store received a shipment of new tires in by 11:00a.m.
    the tires were installed before I had to leave for work.

Tonight it may snow 1-3 inches.

God is watching over me certainly!!
   

Deep breaths Dawn...

I was all tense and worked up last night before bed. I woke up at 5:15a.m. the same way. I know this will spell disaster for my immune system so I'm trying to calm myself. I use prayer and my Heavenly Father knows what I need. I spill my guts and give it all to him to worry about.

Last night I thought my sister and her family were in peril as in the empty duplex next to her, an alarm was going off- Carbon monoxide? She's been fighting fatigue. She called Mr. Slumlord multiple times. I ended up loaning her our detector and told her if it goes off, call 911.

When she drove over to pick it at 10:00pm, she noticed a hissing sound coming from my tire. I've known this tire is losing air. I was just hoping I could make it to when I had time to have it fixed. I prayed the tire would have enough air in it this morning to drive the 2 blocks to the tire place. I'm driving it there at 8:00am and hoping they can fix or replace it by 4:00pm so I can go to work.

I started stressing about all I have to do in the upcoming days for the enjoyment of my family this holiday weekend. When I went to bake DH his blueberry muffins this morning, I noticed we were out of eggs. How will I manage everything if there are no eggs in my fridge? Sounds crazy, but this is where my mind is today. If I'm not organized enough to know we are out of eggs, how will I be able to pull off everything else? I need to lighten up and remember we always find a way to where we need to be according to God's plan.

I'm off to drop off the van and enjoy my walk home. Its still a little foggy so maybe I can daydream on my way back.

Smile at someone

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I challenge you to make eye contact with someone on your path today and just smile.

Ring, ring, ring....

We're back from ringing bells. It went very well. I organized a few homeschooling friends to help us and each family took 30 minutes. We were touched by the generosity of some. We saw not only 1s but 5's, 10's and 20's make their way into the red kettle.  I needed to see this. My boys needed to see this! Lately I feel like I'm living in a world with people who don't care for the welfare of others.

There were people that didn't make eye contact with you, but some people took the time to stop and share greetings even if they had nothing for the kettle. It felt good to thank everyone and to wish them a "Happy Thanksgiving!" The boys each had a bell and really got into it. We used a paint stick to push the dollars down and by the end of our shift, the kettle was heavy!  We're looking forward to ringing again next Monday. If you feel funny about passing by a Salvation Army Bell Ringer empty handed,  just smile and wish them blessings. Even a smile spreads joy and encouragement.

I watched Sicko yesterday with DH. I was moved to tears when he was interviewing the parliament member from England who said people don't vote out of fear or hopelessness. This is so true. Here in the U.S. we have become a nation ruled with fear and we feel hopeless!

I have always voted, since I became 18. I even vote in primaries. I bring my children with every time.  DH votes too, although we do not always vote the same. One woman I know always votes whichever way her husband does. She said she didn't believe in canceling out her husband's vote. So you see, not all of us in the U.S. know how to correctly vote! Voting is your chance to have your voice heard!! If you can't think for yourself, please don't vote!! I think of all the women before me that didn't have this chance, and the women who fought for it. How can you not embrace your freedom to vote?

I'll get off my soapbox now and chillax.

I'm listening to Sarah McLachlan's Wintersong CD. Its putting me in the mood to go downstairs and dig out the decorations.

Today the sun is hiding. We actually have fog right now, but I love fog. Its romantic. I keep daydreaming I'll see Mr. Darcy come walking my way across the field!  Actually my real Mr. Darcy, (DH), brought me beautiful carnations Friday. They are a purply pink. I love how carnations last and last!

Along with my flowers, I've lit candles so its nice and cozy in my nest. I'm grateful I don't have to work tonight, and the week will be a short one. I'm looking forward to family time on our extended weekend!

One more thing to mention, and then I'm off to brew a cup of Bija Echinacea Elderberry with cranberry and Rooibos. Last night we read Santa's Twin by Dean Koontz. DS8 wanted me to recommend it to you and you should check it out from your library. Its really good. I just love when we read books before bed, and then the next morning their noses are stuck back in them!

Peace and blessings.....

NASCARGOT - A NASCAR Parody

DS8's favorite video. Who needs to buy Matchbox or Hotwheels? Are snails made in China? Actually, wouldn't it be freaky if they really moved this fast!

Whoo hooo! Its Friday!!!!

Work's been crazy busy with people registering for Winter classes and people wanting make up lessons for Thanksgiving break. Plus I've been training a new employee and starting earlier than I usually do. Thankfully, I will not have to work on Saturday since the swim meet has been cancelled due to lack of participants. We shouldn't have planned the swim meet so close to Thanksgiving and the start of deer hunting season. (If my boss reads this I'm sorry. Crowded swim meets are my least favorite work day.)

I have to run to the post office to mail our Flat Travelers home, and I'm burning more gas heading into town. I need to pick up DH's birthday present and find a sugar free graham cracker crust. I like to hit the stores before the weekend. I don't do crowds. (Note to self- Remember to buy a camera battery so you can stop ripping off images for your blog!)

I'm making a Turtle Pumpkin pie for Thanksgiving. My mom sent me a recipe and I'm trying to make it sugar free. You drizzle caramel sauce and pecans into a graham cracker crust. Then you mix canned pumpkin, instant vanilla pudding, milk, Cool Whip and spices for the filling. You add a layer of Cool Whip on top and then drizzle more caramel and pecans! Yum! I'm trying to make it sugar free for our Great Grandma who is diabetic. I was impressed our small town Piggly Wiggly had sugar free caramel sauce along with sugar free Cool Whip and pudding. They didn't have sugar free crusts though. I may have to make my own.

Tonight's family fun plan is of course, to watch movies, but I also hope we can finish up our clay projects. DS8 wants to watch "Richie Rich" with Macaulay Culkin. (What you'll do for the love of your child.) DH also picked up "The 13th Floor", "Sicko", and "The Last Picture Show".
Last night I watched "Heavenly Creatures." I've seen this film at least 4 times now.

A few weeks ago DH and I were playing a game of naming our favorite movies based on actors in them. His favorite Kate Winslet movie was Titantic, but I remembered Heavenly Creatures and quickly changed his mind.

It was fun thinking of favorite movies with actors we dislike too. DH challenged me to think of a Tom Cruise movie I enjoyed and I just groaned. I'm not a Tom Cruise fan. He plays "Tom Cruise" in every movie he makes. I ended up choosing Vanilla Sky! LOL! Actually that movie is good, not just because he is wrecked up in it. I countered DH's Tom Cruise with Julia Roberts. He picked Ocean's 11. Cheater.

Speaking of movies, yesterday DS8 and I caught some of "Journey To The Center Of The Earth." I remember watching this with my mom when I was his age. DS8 was of course questioning the obvious- HOW CAN THERE BE AN OCEAN IN THE MIDDLE OF THE EARTH?!  I told him we should read Jules Verne and think about the time the author lived in.
Learning really does happen with everything, every experience.

DS8 also began questioning what happens when something freezes. I started to explain ice crystals and cell structure and then remembered I had whole strawberries in the freezer. We took one out and allowed it to thaw. Broken cell walls leave a mushy mess! Maybe we'll talk about how frogs survive next?

DS12 found a You Tube video where this guy charges his Ipod with Gatorade and an onion.  I guess this is the modern day potato battery. We don't have an Ipod or I'd have DS12 test it. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GfPJeDssBOM

Well, I better get moving here. Thanks for letting me ramble on. Have a great weekend!

Peace and blessings...

Its over with.

The pyogenic granuloma is gone. Yeah! From start to finish, we were there about an hour. My biggest regret, I didn't bring my camera! As a blogger you would think I would know better!

We found the new children's clinic on the other side of the giant UW hospital maze. One good thing about the move, parking wasn't a problem. From there it goes down hill.

In order to reach the clinic, you have to take two different elevators, located in the same area. You can't take one elevator from the parking area to the clinic floor. This is for "security" reasons. Actually all it does is confuse and freak out your child, nervous anyway because he's going to get a shot. (I didn't like elevators as a child either.)

The waiting area actually was pretty cool. In the bathroom they had neat floor tiles that looked like actual green grass. Why you would want to think you are outside using the bathroom though is beyond me.

We are called back by the first nurse, a real gem of a guy. He looks at DS8's neck and says, "EWW!!! GROSS!!!!" Nice dude. Very nice.

We are escorted through the "chicken wing" to our exam room. Its suppose to be a farm motif I guess, but I notice I'm starting to feel nauseous. I think its the puke paint color on the walls and eggs on the ceiling.

In the exam room, I'm asked to fill out forms. I sit on the cow hide covered bench and awkwardly stretch to reach the desk since I wasn't given a clipboard.

Before we see Dr. Teng, her intern sees us first. She is friendly but then I notice her footwear. She has on the typical white lab jacket, but then you see black patent leather platform shoes! My first thought, is how can those be comfortable to work in all day!! 

When Dr. Teng makes it in to see us, I notice she is wearing great boots! I'm thinking, what is it with these women doctors and their fab footwear?!! Are these really doctors or models pretending to be doctors?

DS12 was grumpy because one of the nurses asked if the boys were twins. Slam! They are 3 1/2 years apart. DS8 really has been growing lately and the height difference is diminishing.

The worse part came when they gave DS8 the injection to numb his neck. That was bad. The actually removal wasn't so difficult though. DS12 watched as they grabbed the growth, stretched it up and Dr. Black Patent Shoes snipped it off. Dr. Suede Boots did the cauterizing. I'm hanging back, holding DS8's hand, feeling a little embarrassed I'm wearing Birkenstocks.
 

# 33 Completed!

DS has this really fun book, 101 Things To Do Before You're Old and Boring. #33 was Learn To Bake a Cake. I think he did a pretty good job! He wanted chocolate fudge frosting and DS8 was hoping for vanilla. DS12 decided to frost with both so everyone in the family would enjoy his cake.

Today we are headed to DS8's doctor's appointment for his pyogenic granuloma. We have to navigate our way around the huge UW hospital which is ALWAYS under construction. I'm anticipating a long wait, and then only 15 minutes with the doctor who will tell us to make yet another appointment at which the pyogenic granuloma will actually be removed. We've already seen our primary care doctor who referred us to the dermatologist. -Health care hoops-  I am grateful we have insurance though.

Lake Farm Park

I had to get away from stress so we took a walk at Lake Farm Park on Lake Waubesa. I get such a good vibe from the place. There are some 32 hidden archaeological sites in the park, but you can just tell people have called this area home for thousands of years. Our hike was going pretty good until DS12 heard gunshots. He was sure we were going to be victims of a hunting accident. I kept him going until we reached the end of the trail.

As we left the trail, we turned around to see a sign in orange that read, "Bow Hunting DNR permits only." OH CRAP!! I thought it was only duck hunting season and that ducks had to be shot in the air. I thought we had been safe. Where was the bow hunting sign at the other trail head where we started from?!" Note to self- BUY ORANGE HATS

My husband's great grandfather accidentally shot and killed his 12 year old son in a hunting accident. Needless to say, we are not a hunting family. But since hunting is now taking place on public land, I better learn exactly when the season starts!!

I'm crabby today.

This is not a good thing. Life is a gift. Each day I should greet with praise and thanks. I should be counting my blessings and figuring out how I can give back, but today I feel like being a hermit crab.

I want a shell to hide in. I want to be away from it. Of course whatever shell I can find won't be my own. It will be a temporary solution.


The problem is really me, not being able to accept I live in a world with many opinions, different from my own. I want to pass judgment and say, "What a waste of a human being you are! Little Man with your big gun, do you feel like God now that you've stopped a beating heart?"

I'm pissed off because people seem to me, to be heartless, self centered, greedy. I'm disgusted because I'm also one of them, "He without sin may cast the first stone..." 

What I really need to do is keep going in that positive direction. Why can't I have what Anne Frank had, "Despite everything  I believe people are really good at heart.."

I need the courage to take off my shell. Leaving yourself open to feel the hurt also means you will be able to feel the good. This is better than not feeling anything at all.   

Way to go Mom!

My mom won 2 pounds of pecans by submitting a wild rice salad recipe! Check it out!
http://www.surrattfarms.com/recipes/?catID=9&recipeID=500

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Holt quote

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Other

"What children need is not new and better curricula
but access to more and more of the real world; plenty
of time and space to think over their experiences,
and to use fantasy and play to make meaning out of
them; and advice, road maps, guidebooks, to make it
easier for them to get where they want to go (not
where we think they ought to go), and to find out
what they want to find out."

--John Holt

OAH Meeting

Start:	Nov 12, '07 3:30p
Location:	Oregon Library

Homeschool group meeting

Model Magic

Note to self- read package instructions

Yesterday we opened up our Crayola Model Magic packages. We discovered them on the craft shelf I have yet to organize. We decided playing with our Model Magic and Sculpty would warm us up for our real clay projects. After I opened every single pouch of Model Magic, I read that Model Magic is really a one time thing. You can't plan on saving it for later once you open that package. So we never did get around to making our real clay (kiln fired) projects.

DS8 made the "buddy" guy on the right. DS12 made Link out of Sculpty and then made him Model Magic jeans to slip into. I made a new house for Chihiro, and then DS8 had the brillant idea to mix up the Model Magic and make marbles!! We also made a few cubes with the idea we'd paint them to make dice.

Chihiro's house became part of a marble game this morning when we checked on our dried projects. You have to shoot the marbles into the hut bouncing off the cube obstacles. I'm tempted to buy more Model Magic now, and the boys can make this game to give as gifts!

I really like the effect of the swirled together MM. We had started trying to make earth marbles. Our imaginations took off, and we had all kinds of planets!

Thursday Thirteen

Sorry. This is another to do list. I have Thursday Thirteen writer's block.

1. I need to find my slippers.
   
2. I need to find my mittens.
3. I need to find my missing pair of jeans.
4. I need to find my new mockneck.
5. I NEED TO CLEAN OUT MY CLOSET!!!
6. I need to call my mom.
7. I need to send my mom the Halloween pictures.
8. I need to cover the table for clay play.
9. I need to find the clay.
10. I need to find the clay project directions.
11. I NEED TO CLEAN OUT THE CRAFT STORAGE BOOKCASE!!
12. I need to brew a cup of tea.
13. I need to stop chair dancing to the Chili Peppers and get off my butt!  See ya later!
    

He's so wise!

Scene at  the Grove Unschool, living room, 7:18a.m.

DS8 :  I still feel like sleeping.

Mom :  So go back to bed and climb under the covers.

DS8 :  It won't work.

Mom :  So just rest and enjoy your warm nest.

DS8 : But that is less time I'll have to play today.

Mom : Good point! Start playing!

You know you enjoy life when you'd rather get up and live it.

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Rating:	★★★★
Category:	Other

"Those who do not find time for exercise, must find time for illness." - Earl of Derby

5, 10, 20 years ago...

I am stealing a blog post idea I saw on another blog.

 What were you doing 5, 10, 20 years ago?

5 Years ago:
DS just turned 7, DS is almost 4. I'm living in the house I'm in now. Jones and Kita are with us. We spend our days playing and learning together- much like we still do now! I work part-time at Lands End which means I drive almost an hour each way to and from work. My shift is 6:00pm until midnight which means I get to bed sometime after 1:00am. I'm 15 pounds heavier from eating supper so late.

10 Years ago:
DS just turned 2, DS#2 isn't with us yet. We'll work on that in the months to come. We live in Cross Plains in our tiny 3 bedroom condo. I work full time as the team leader in the Fraud/Security department for a credit card processing company. DH drops DS2 off at daycare at 7:45a.m. I'm already at work by that time. I work until 4:30pm and then pick up DS2 from daycare. We make supper together and wait for DH to get home. Kitton, Jones, Kita and Kerman are with us. (4 cats!)  We live for the weekends when we can all be together!

20 Years ago:
No kids yet. I graduated from high school the year before and DH is finishing up his senior year. I'm attending Concordia College, thinking I want to become a teacher because that's what my parents told me I should be. I'm getting A's, but I only spend one semester there because I realize its costing my father a fortune, and I'm not sure what I want to do with my life. All I know is I miss my boyfriend, (DH).  I spend the second half of the school year living at home again with my parents, attending community college, trying to figure things out. I take classes to prepare me for a career in the health care industry. I discover I'm a bit freaked out looking at dead people cut open on tables for study. (Health care field isn't going to work for me either.) I'm lost and will remain so until I start listening to God's plan for me.

Other years where my life turned a different direction:

17 Years ago:
I am attacked by my mentally ill college roomate. I need to feel safe.  I return to my parent's house until I move to Madison with my fiance (DH) in 1991.

9 years ago:
I'm about to give birth to DS#2. I really, really want to stay home with him and be a SAHM! My boss offers me her job, but I want to be with my kids more.

6 years ago:
I love being with my boys so much I'm dreading sending my oldest to school. I find an online friend who homeschools. At my part time job, someone homeschools her daughter. My oldest asks why he can't just stay home and learn. The lightbulbs start going off as God puts into place these people and events. I CAN HOMESCHOOL!!

Unschooling at 7:00am

You know you're an unschooling mom when you allow your child to go outside on a chilly Wisconsin morning just after 7:00am because he wants to rake leaves. He stayed out there enjoying himself until he noticed cars parking in front of our house. Our neighbors a few streets away were bringing their children to the bus stop. They keep their children warm and snug in their cars before the bus arrives. - And here I am allowing my child to rake leaves in the frosty air? I didn't make him! He wanted to do it! There's nothing wrong with getting a little early morning exercise and fresh air!