I'm being really hard on myself. I have no good reason to but I am. Yesterday my head turned, and I looked in a direction I wasn't headed. I saw a sign which read, If you knew you couldn't fail, what would you do?
After that brief moment, I turned away and headed towards my responsibilities, but the question has stayed with me. I've stalled out in trying to make my dreams come true.
I can cite all matter of excuses for why I can't get to where I want to be, but that's my lack of maturity talking. This isn't suppose to be about instant gratification.
Yes, I'm confused. I don't know where to start, and I don't have a clear picture of what success will look like.
Am I up for all the falls I will have during the journey?
Can I keep life functioning and happy while trying to figure it out?
I've got to take a step, in ANY direction, and just start trying. Some people have it all mapped out, but I don't. Maybe in the long run, it won't matter. There's been plenty of people who have cut their own path.
I actually was most likely born to approach challenges this way. Its my true nature when I take off the mask others want to put on me. I have to stop worrying about not having all the answers, tell myself I'm an excellent autodidact, and just do it.
4 comments:
Sometimes just getting to it is the best way to tackle anything in life. Follow your "gut" and know it is He who is leading you!!
I agree with teelee......something just getting started is the best way to tackle things. :o) Take a deep breath and jump!:o) You will be fine. :o) Life is a learn as you go thing with ups and downs, successes and failures. It's through the tough time that we gain wisdom, patience and more hope!:o) Keep on trucking girlie!:o)
I agree with everyone. Getting started is usually the hardest step
No one has all the answers Dawn and if they say they do, they are lying. We learn from all our experiences.
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