I've been in a strange rhythm that doesn't feel quite right. Why is it I can be doing everything right yet, life feels so wrong?
I miss my husband. I'm thankful he's got work for the time being and ends are meeting, but I still miss him. I'm not the only one. The boys miss him too. Still, we're taking advantage of the time we get to spend together.
DH came home yesterday and announced we were going out for supper just because we could. After my day long headache, this was a wonderful surprise. Sometimes you need to break from the routine and treat yourself, even on a Monday night.
I'm back to walking everyday with DS11 but lately it doesn't give me the high it used to. Its not giving me that energy boost either.
My sleeping patterns are all out of whack too. Either I can't fall asleep or I'm ready for bed early. I'll wake before getting a solid 7-8 hours too. This morning my mind woke up at 4:30am even though my body wanted more sleep. Could this be hormones?
I think I'm ready for the end of summer. I know the cooler weather will re-charge me and give me that fresh start I need. I'm in the final week of my summer work schedule and soon it will be Labor Day weekend. That will help me transition my thinking.
I'll continue to go with the flow for now, and hope time brings changes.
6 comments:
I hear yeah.. I bet the cool crisp fall will help a lot
Yep-could be hormones.
It could be a number of reasons why your feeling the way you are but I bet things will change once the cooler weather approaches.
Cooler weather is awesome for sleeping. I can't wait.
Dawn, I feel like I could have written every word you just wrote. I am so sorry you're feeling this way right now :(
I have days when I can go to sleep early, but I don't get the chance to at that particular time. When I am able to go to bed, I'm too wired to sleep. :o(
If my brain starts thinking, I might as well hang it up because I won't be sleeping for a couple more hours. :o(
I am looking forward to cooler temps myself. I love snuggling up in blankets and sleeping well!:o)
I'm sure the hot weather is having a negative effect on your energy. When it cools off, you'll probably feel much better!
I think it's great you guys were treated out for dinner last night!:o) I'm sure hubby felt good about being able to do it too!:o)
Post a Comment