Free Writing Practice 2

The following is more for me than you. I'm using free writing to try and improve my writing skills. (See previous post.)

Fridays are fresh days. I'm loving that is Friday. I find myseld getting stressed over little things but then if I take the time to stop and think, i can calm down. I think Fridays allow me to do this. Its my sabbath. yesterday i stresed out disagreeing with a freind. I lve her but some of hher views are so different than my own. I hope she isn't regretting our visit yesterday. I think we are brought ttogether for the purpose to learn from each other. I'm stressing over what to make for supper. I want to cook adn eat at home but find that often I'm not enjoying supper because of the stress of haiving to create it. Why does food taste better when someone else prepars it? even toast or a drink? I think my stresssing over the food is effecting how it tastes. family says they enjoy it, but I will not sit and relax and eat it well beacuse Im' still fryed over from making it. I worry about making something eveeryone will enjoy. somethign that is healthy for everyone. I want my family to help me more in the kitchen. i know that will help. I feel like we are in a food rut, but even when we eat out, the food doesn't taste that great to me. everythign i wand to try doesn't soudn good to DH: He tells me to make it anyway and he'll make something else but I hate the lack of unity then. I hate cooking meat basically. I gravitate towards veg. I foudn this really tasty looking recipe for veggie pot pie, but my family would never eat it. What woudl I do with an entire pan of pot pie? I don't want to throw away food. Its awful howmuch food goes done the dipsoal or into the bin. my face itches. why do I itch when I type? I can hear the bathroom door, ds10 is probably up. slept in today. probably because we wer up late watching survivor and hell's kitchen. I love that my family tpaes the shows and waits for me to come home to watch thtem, but htat makes for late nights. I wonde3r if free writing really would hurt if i stopped and make typo corrections. I better not chance ti. Robins are squawkign out there. The ground may still be frozen but its suppose to warm up. YEAH for warmer weather!! I need it. I haven't been walking. I prefer to walk outside than the treadmill. breathe in, breathe out. has it been 10 minutes yet, I'm starting to feel it. Head itches now. My skin's too dry. Bro thinks we need a humidifier but he doesnt' see the mildew on my windows! I probably just need to eat better oils and remember to use lotion righ tout of the shower. Fingers are cold, but not my toes. Strange. Good morning Jared., i'm doing my free writing---- there 's  the timer!! I'm done!!