Somehow, I'm in the wrong place today. There's an alternate universe I'm suppose to be in rather than this one right now. An early morning phone call brought news our family has suffered a devastating loss.
I'm walking around in a fog, feeling numb. I keep feeling like we're in a dream and we need to wake up. I feel raw, emotional, lost, and a huge injustice has happened.
I feel like I need to curl up in the covers, go to sleep and tomorrow I'll wake and today was really just a bad nightmare.
I know none of us know when we'll be called home, but when someone dies young, without a chance to say goodbye, without a chance to really live out their dreams, its so difficult to accept.
My heart is breaking for those I love who loved him. Answers will bring understanding but won't take away any of the loss.
He should be here now, with us. Its so unfair.
Without warning your path may turn. I guess you can't prepare any way you look at it. All I can do is pray we'll find our way to the next step in the right direction after we stop spinning in this dark circle.
11 comments:
So sorry for your loss.
It's never easy. I hope you will cry when you need to but also know that this person wouldn't want you to carry pain and knowing that, learn to be ok.
I'm so sorry for your loss
Sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry for your loss. :( I hope you and the loved ones of this young man find inner peace and comfort while supporting one another.
I'm sorry for your family's loss, Dawn.
My condolences to you and your family. Keeping you in our thoughts and prayers
I am so sorry for your terrible loss... My condolences to you and your loved one.
I can't express the pain and loss I feel right now. To lose him after we all just got him back into our lives just breaks my heart. I am so thankful that I had the chance to spend some time with him recently. I think we're all thankful for that. In time I know this agony will pass and I will be able to think of him without tears in my eyes but with laughter in my heart for having had him in my life.
{{{hugs}}}
Sad. I hope everything looks better soon.
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