I Don't Want To Play On The Teeter Totter

I Don't Want To Play On The Teeter Totter

dawninger

September 6th, 20:08

I'm having to push myself up, and I so easily seem to be falling down, just when I arrive at my high. I need to put on my glasses and see who exactly is sitting on the other end of this?

I met and felt very comfortable with my new dermatologist. I looked forward to scheduling a follow up appointment to remove a few barnacles of my life. She caught me completely off guard when she announced she had the time to do the procedures NOW!!!

WHAT???  NOW???? EEKK!!! I'm not ready.

Wait, I'm suppose to be fearless and 44. Lead me to the procedure room. Let's do this!

The numbing needles felt, well, like nothing. On my back I literally felt absolutely nothing. No pin prick, no burning. On my scalp, barely a pin prick and then nothing. Then I remembered. I have a new pain threshold tolerance thanks to trigeminal neuralgia. I should have told the doctor to skip the numbing and just go at it with her scalpel.

Feeling pretty good now that its over and it was pain free, I headed home and picked up the mail. I truly expected to open the envelope from the mammogram center and read everything was fine with the girls. Note to self - ONLY OPEN LETTERS FROM MEDICAL CENTERS WHEN THE OFFICE IS STILL OPEN.

Ahhh... maybe I can see now. That's anxiety girl sitting on the other end of my teeter totter. Anxiety girl is freaking out she's being asked to schedule a more detail imaging scan.

Remember Dawn - Fearless and 44. Plenty of women get called back and it turns out to be nothing to worry about.

I'm hopping off the teeter totter and slamming Anxiety girl on her ass.